kushkush

Hello there people...well im having kind of a bad mode period...all the army stuff are just too much for me,im tired of all the bullshit,im seriously going crazy because of this shit,can't think about other things besides this...it's driving me nuts. I became so lazy and lost my motivation to look forward,do stuff that i like..and now it seems like i can't do nothing about it..so depressing.. seriously need some help :

Yesterday I had the most fun day in the world ! Had this stupid fight with a friend of mine..that girl just makes me so angry and mad  fuck i cannot control myself when i'm around her anymore seriously...all those four years of our friendship was a total waste of my time...wrong person for me, i guess... So i went out to the city with my friend, and by the way my very close friend,that girl is a miracle i tell you..i never in my life had such a good connection to someone .She is such a good friend ,pure living been.. I cannot describe to you how much i adore this girl.

awful week...no job, no money,no boyfriend and no girlfriends ..suck im so tired of everything here,sick of everyone i cant do this anymore